I love you. That's all.

All the kisses and hugs and I love you's. All the phone calls late at night when I can't sleep while you're still awake. The names... baby, lovey, darling, bebes. All the butterflies. All the smiles that were just for me. Skin on skin. All the times I've started missing you before you were even gone. The times I've missed you when you've been gone for weeks. All the times I cried because I missed you. All the times I almost cried because thinking about you made me too fucking happy. All the worries I have. Sometimes it's for no reason. I also miss you now. Body heat. All the things I get.. you get.. no one else gets. All the ways you make me laugh. All the different smiles you have. I've tried writing this all down. It's never good enough. I don't need to write it down like I thought I did. I just have to look at you. I know.